Hello Guys!
It has been weeks that I got nothing to post or update for you guys.
Well, today I have a very personal story to share with you guys. Oh hell Yeah It’s very personal of me.
It’s about my decision on love matter. It’s the first time in my life that I have got this shit feeling. Well as my mama said, it was kinda joyful, frustrated, sad, and happiness together. It’s a good combination of feeling if we want to sump it up y’all.
To be real, it’s my first crush that decided so let it crush down like an airplane though. It’s kinda pretty hurt…
There are three songs that make me cry, and they’re:
– Because of u (Kelly Clarkson)
– Already Gone (Kelly Clarkson)
– Red (Taylor Swift)
If u guys had listen to these sweet songs, y’all will know how I felt right now. Well sometime I do want to do like Selena Gomez “The heart wants what it wants” but it just I can’t be her.
Because of everything is too hard to bear, too stressful and so so so impossible… I decided to let it go…
OH boo! Y’all can call me crazy, stupid, reckless and coward cuz I’ll accept all that. But how can I try when I know it’s 1M% impossible for this shit to be work. How? I just… u know…speechless about this thing. It’s hard to stand in the position that it’s so not myself. When I look back on my shit, I felt hatred of my stupid act by love blind-fulness. Oh mama!!
Y’all know what, right now I want to sing Nicki Minaj song “All things go” cuz I think my decision is sealed with a goodbye kiss. Sometime be friend is more far better than being in relationship. Most my bobs, they be like “bitch u crazy”!! Oh lord! I’m a type of person won’t go back pick up my trash when I decided to throw it away.
Oh yeah it’s helly hurt my dear. It does…
I kinda ok I’ll wait for new person who can accept the way I am and bear the tough thing with me. True love? Bitch please! I just want a simple person who 100% willing to live the rest of their life with me. I do stick with strong commitment relationship cuz I’m kinda not in part with boyfriend or girlfriend things y’all. Btw, I won’t play Adele drama “Nvm, I’ll find someone like u”. Bitch move on! What does u meant by finding someone like him? That’s so eww. I want the new stuff cuz new face old style always remind me of old love.So it’s the 1M no no no.
To be clear, there is no one fault in this matter, but I think it’s my fault that I love that person. Blind mitch, I am and I know it. My mama told me to follow ur heart and brain decision. Ok mama I’ll! …
My bobs said “U r the boss ass bitch”, but I prefer an independent person. I think it’s not time for me to be in that commitment relationship yet. Not yet! I think I shall explore more cuz when it come to love matter, I’m totally dumb shit y’all. Poor me!!
Ok ok!!! I decided to let it go, no love no drama shit, 1st crush down (no worry). I’ll let this shit go.
Well my heart is single now guys!! haha feel free to apply lol! Sexes are not matter cuz I accept both with only one condition “whoever can move heart”!! Simple right? Damn me haha
Anyway, thank for reading my blog.
See u later 😀
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