Hey guys
Here my drama and boring session come. I have to warn u guys before a head just in case u got frustrated. I feel so frustrated by just thinking of it. So if u easily emotional, please don’t read this.
Well the story is that I hate myself being stupid, acting stupid, and so blind by love…
I’m a kinda of guy who living base on my principles. I meant prideful. For the people surround me, I’m their solutions their key of everything. But I can’t be the key or solution for my own fucking problem that I have to deal every fuckin’ days. T-T
U know, recently, I’ve a crush on someone again. Same story, it’s the impossible mission kind of crush. #Eww Whatever, I’ve no idea that loving someone is that hurt. #OMG
Y hurt? Jealousy, feeling not important kinda stuff. According to my dictionary, Jealousy can be only happen when u want sth that u can’t or don’t have. And hell yeah! It’s damn true in my case. #yay Of course, I’d tried to tell myself to go for it, but another side of me just tell me to back off with such a very reasonable things. I can’t help but to listen!
Today I’ve read sth my crush post on LINE’s timeline, and kinda giving a clue on confess to someone which clearly not me. U know it’s stalker things haha
Honestly, after read it, I feel extremely sad but also happy in “glad to hear that” way too. See? That y sometime it’s really hard to understand myself. I’m just doom with flower everywhere haha. #WTF err…u know I just sad cuz the sad part is bigger than glad.
BTW, while writing this drama of mine to share with u guys, I…kinda feel better now. #Funny
Thank for reading my drama
I love y’all 😀




